I changed again

[mamadeb]

You'd think that, with weight/size loss being so gradual and with my lack of current exercise, I wouldn't be able to notice change. But it's not like that.

I think it's because I have an image in my head of what my body looks like, and until there's something radical, I don't see anything.

I looked in the mirror today before taking my shower. And I've changed again. My back is smaller. I sort of noticed that when I could grasp higher on my wrist when I held my hands behind my back, but there's more of a change. I have these folds - I *had* these folds - over where my waist would be if I had one. Now they're more like deep creases - still there, but smoother. And there's a..a *curve* going down to my seat.

I'm wearing a sweater that was slightly tight. It's still on the tight side, but it's looser. And I *believe* my skirts are no longer riding up in back.

I'm really not familiar with this body, and I'm not sure where it's going. I made jonbaker reassure me I was still snuggly.

Comments

[jacquez.livejournal.com]

It's odd, isn't it?

The other day I put my hands on my hips and then went -- whoa, what the? Because they'd changed when I was not paying attention, and the angle of my arms was different as a result, and it just...felt wrong.

[mamadeb.livejournal.com]

Yeah. I've maintained a more or less consistent bodyshape for the past decade or so, and now *this*.

[ex-pumagrrl389.livejournal.com]

Congrats on your weight loss!

[mamadeb.livejournal.com]

Thank you. It's...just the diet, and I'm almost on autopilot about that.

[goudagirl.livejournal.com]

congrats!! =)

[mamadeb.livejournal.com]

Thank you.

[persis.livejournal.com]

You go girl!

[mamadeb.livejournal.com]

Thank you!

[archgirl06.livejournal.com]

congrats =)

[mamadeb.livejournal.com]

Thank you.

[caseylane.livejournal.com]

Jealous of the weight loss, I think I've given up.

[mamadeb.livejournal.com]

I have the spectre of insulin keeping me dieting. I'm not so concerned with the weightloss per se as I am with the results of the weightloss - possibly no longer taking meds.

And the meds I'm taking help with weightloss as one of their effects.

[hillarysherwood.livejournal.com]

Congratulations on your continued weight loss.